Ah... with Christmas and New Year out the way I've got a laptop again. So I can upload again as those who've noticed my All Hail Shadow avatar may have noticed. I just love the accidental flames on it. I could probably do them again if I tried, which I might do in a bit.

However, I've had some strange conversations lately. I mean... I can't believe Tammi knew so much about me... I mean, she knows stuff about me that even I'm not sure about. Stuff that I've never even mentioned before aside from the random 'darydreams' in my head where I imagine that I'm talking to my friends about stuff. Admittedly the way she knew it was kinda worrying on my part, but she said it was... kinda... sweet?... Which doesn't make sense. But I guess she was trying to stop me worrying.

I've been thinking that I'm closer to her now than I've ever been... Which on one hand makes out that I'm infatuated with her... Which, ignoring everything else, is completely wrong. We're just friends. Rather strange friends... And I think pretty good ones but still.

A few people say I'm a good person... Though I can't really see it. But at the very least... At times... At times I guess I can understand the glimmer of Light people see in my darkness.